A Chorale Concert, Charades, and a Kick Line

5:30
I shut down my computer
Time to make dinner
Phone rings
Jeff
“I am on my way home with the boys.
Did you know Ben has choral concert tonight?”
“Ah … nope”
“Show starts at 7:00.”
“OK, I’ll fix a quick dinner.”
Hang up
What to make?
Tacos

Hear garage doors
Hear thumping up basement steps
Door slams open
First Cole
Drops backpack in middle of kitchen floor
Then announces
“I hate tacos”
2 more backpacks drop on floor
“Yeah tacos”
At least someone is happy
Dig out test kit
From Ben’s backpack conveniently placed
In middle of kitchen floor

Throw Ben test kit

“Please check”
“134”
“How many carbs?”
“47”
Ben quickly eats
Runs upstairs to dress
Returns wearing
Wrinkled shirt
Dirty tie
At least blue blazer is clean

Hand Ben a tube of glucose tabs

“Keep in your pocket just in case”
I Remember
3^rd grade chorale concert
We also arrived late
Sat in back of auditorium
Helpless
Watching Ben sweating and shaking
Suffering a low
In front of the whole school
But only Jeff and I knew

This night we make it to school on time

In time to find seats up front
Want to be close enough
Want to be in CGM range

Concert begins

Enjoy the music
And the faces of all the lovely boys
Dressed in their wrinkled shirts and crooked ties
CGM is working
Yeah
Numbers look good
Arrow is steady and flat

Now it’s time for 5^th grade boys

Shuffle up on stage
Jockey for positions
Finally settle in
Sing

Ben is sweating

Brushing the hair off his forehead
Jeff gives me the eye
Oh God
Not again
Buzz, Buzz, Buzz
Double arrow down
We keep smiling
Pretending nothing is wrong
But secretly praying for song to end
But it doesn’t
Feels like the longest song EVER
Like Stairway to Heaven long
Ben keeps wiping his forehead

How long can we wait,

Until I pull him off stage?
That would be soooo embarrassing,
Would he ever forgive me?
I repeat to myself
Hold on
Hold on
Hold on

Eventually the song does end

Ben walks back to his seat
We start waving our hands
Trying to get his attention
He is laughing
Poking his friends
Eventually he looks our way
I start my game of charades
Sticking hand in my pocket
Then miming eating
Ben is puzzled
I keep repeating
Hand in pocket
Hand to mouth
Dramatic chewing
Ding, Ding, Ding
Ben finally gets it
Pulls out glucose tabs
Ben puts up 1 finger
Than 2
I answer with a very empathic 2

More kids sing

And I watch CGM
Watch arrow change
From 2 straight down
To 1 straight down
Eventually to a steady arrow

Ben returns to stage

For the big finale
Arrow is finally heading up
They are all smiles
I am wiped out
Concert finishes with boys singing
New York, New York

“These little town blues, are melting away

“I’m gonna make a brand new start of it …”

Kids are singing

Kids are laughing
Now a kick line!
So much joy
Deep breaths
It's melting away …